I get married in 3 days. This morning I woke up and scrubbed all the baseboard of our apartment. Then I went and taught. I am freaking out about changing my name. I like Nicole Montes and don't really know who Nicole Buckley even is. I hope she's a better person that I am now. Biggest nerves - that I won't look good enough on my wedding day. That my face will break out over night or I'll gain 5 pounds at the rehearsal dinner. If someone shows up in jeans or if anyone gives offensive speeches I will cut them, with my vintage personalized dessert fork from Etsy. I'm a bride on the edge. The closer we get the less I want to eat. Which will make the In and Out double double I eat on my wedding night all the more satisfying. I haven't had a burger in two months. I'm going through withdrawls.
-Thoughts from a Bride.
By the way, I'm really owning that title. Bride. How many times in your life do you have that kind of power? I mean really?
