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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Non sono pronto.

I leave for Italy in 3 days and am no where close to being ready!
I'm close to ready from a "to-do list" standpoint, but from every other standpoint I could not be farther. 
I don't know Italian! 
I don't know a single person who will be there! 
I don't know where I'm living or who I'm living with! 
And I do not understand the whole european outlet thing! 
Will my iHome work?! Anyone!? 

I don't want to leave my lovely apartment. 
With my lovely american trader joes down the block. 
I don't want to leave my roommates- both Ashley AND Fish. 
I don't want to leave work, or New York, or my wonderful boyfriend whom I already miss! 

But I am going to. 
I am going to step out of my comfort zone and go. 
And it will be an adventure, and something I would seriously seriously regret if I didn't do. 

So here's to the beautiful east river at sunset. 
(Also known as my back yard!)