Excuse me while I set my optimism aside.  Lately, I've felt like I'm standing on the train platform, ready to go, belongings in hand, but not a single train seems to want to pick me up.  I mean this both literally and figuratively.  Last week, I actually left on time for class (for those of you who really know me- you know what an excellent feat this is).  I get to the subway just in time to make the train.  It slows down and eventually stops...there is a long pause where everyone on the platform just waits....then the doors open- not the doors to the platform but the doors on the other side!!! The doors that lead to the middle of the subway tracks.  The doors then close and the train leaves.  Thus is my life.  Or so it has felt lately.  That no matter how hard I try, or how much I want things, or how ready I am, no subway is willing to pick me up.  They are all either going in the wrong direction, not currently taking passengers, an express that will take me way farther than I want to go, or shut their doors just as I make it to the platform.  

I am so ready for summer. 

I emailed a cavalier breeder the other day with hopes to make future puppy adoption plans only to find out her puppies START, yes, START at $1500!!! - There go my dreams! 

I have had zero motivation to function as a normal college student. 

I have 1201401298102 lines to memorize IN GERMAN- which I've already had 1 nightmare about.

I've had the same back injury for over a year that loves to flare up and SPASM everytime I'm stressed. 

I woke up with a giant, I mean giant zit smack in the middle of my nose yesterday. (I thought I'd left teenage years behind?)
Despite the fact that New York decided to give us a whole week of beautiful Spring weather, its now back to the 30s with RAIN all week. 

I haven't had time for yoga in forever. 

I haven't had time for ME in forever. 

And things just have not been going my way.

K

Kind of how I feel?